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Showing posts with label kill me now. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kill me now. Show all posts

Thursday, November 4, 2010

Thank you very very much.

I'm taking a minute from my blogging famine to thank the weirdos from China (I have nothing against China) that kept on friend requesting me on my email. Apparently, my email was being passed around?? The point is, it got so annoying and risky that I had to abandon it. So now all blog post requests or emails shall be now directed to my new email that is shown on the left side of the blog.

Thank you email Stalkers. Now I have to spend the rest of the night adding all my friends and resubscribing to all my favourite sites. I hope you're pleased with yourselves. And I hope you fall off a cliff too.

Tuesday, October 12, 2010

I feel really bad but....

Lately I haven't been eating much....
Eating makes me sick. The bile rising in the back of your throat sick where you just want to run into the bathroom and vomit out everything you've been eating for the past year. Thinking about eating makes me sick. So I would avoid eating until I'm really hungry and my stomach protests about how empty it is. And that is the only reason I would eat now.

Just so that I don't pass out.
But I don't even finish half of my food any more. And I don't even eat a lot to start with. Yesterday, I grabbed half a small bowl of rice. And thing was....I didn't even finish it. I felt full after a couple of mouthfuls. And the rest of my food ended being swallowed by the bin.... And I feel really terrible about it because I know that there are people out there struggling to get even ONE spoonful of food and here I am wasting food.

But food really does make me sick. Even ice cream and sweets!!!
And I have a massive sweet tooth. Not only that but I LOVE food. So I'm not exactly happy at the moment. Hopefully, I will gain back my appetite so I can go on a massive junk food binge to make up for the past week.

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