Happy Lunar New Year

Uncertain path

I wobble and skip along the pebbled path to somewhere.
Where light and clouded darkness meet in a single place.
They twirl around my fingers and brush along my earlobe,
whispering promises I can't hear and neither wanting.
My pink faded toes are streaked with stains of wine
That bind me to the claws of yesterday.
Yesterday is today gone passed.
And today is tomorrow that just came.
They are all the same. Yet slightly different.
Why do we often let tomorrow become yesterday?
When it should always remain today.
In the distance, exploding flowers and bodies
of sweat celebrate the passing of time.
The future is uncertain like a drunken man
blindly searching for the street home.
Where should I go this year?
Turn left into half-open eyes of pool shallow smiles.
Walk to the right into hands of open chances that are tightrope thin.
My feet are quivering and my hands have no where to grip.
So lets hold onto each others hands and brace the icy waves.
Maybe we'll find happiness in fireflies that live forever.
Or maybe we'll get lost on the way.
But at least we're not alone.
And anything is better than that.

A New Start

HAPPY NEW YEARS BELOVED LOVESICK FOOLS!!!

Here in Australia, I'm honoured to be able to welcome the new year before the rest of the world. 2010 was a good year. It wasn't perfect but I'm thankful for the many things that happened and the people I have met. Hopefully, those people will stay in my life for a long time.

Thank you for all the bloggers that gave me their support this past year and I'll be honoured if you continue to follow me this year too. For the year of 2011, my goals are pretty simple and straight forward:

-Be more organised.
-Find a nice man to be in a long relationship with.
-Continue to learn
-Be a better person.
-Complete at least half of manuscript.

I hope everyone are enjoying their New Year's Eve and welcoming the new year in a safe and fun manner.

Ps: What's your New year's resolutions?

Stalking My Stalker lol (HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINES DAY)

Last Night: Chinese New Year's Eve

So last night was Chinese New Year's Eve. Like every year, I spend that night visiting the Wetherill Park Monastery. This year, I spending  with my cousin. So anyways, my cousin John wanted to come to try some of the popular Vegetarian spring rolls. These springrolls were special. They were HUGE.
So when we came out of the cafeteria, I saw someone that I wasn't hoping to meet (but had the feeling we will).

Alright, I think it would make a lot more sense if I tell you who this person is. For the last 3 years, I have spent every Sunday attending Vietnamese classes that were held at the very same Monastery. In my first year, I had met a guy by the name of Anthony. Now that meeting, was a little bit shocking for me since I was a little confused. I was waiting for my younger brother to get out of his class when Anthony came over asking for my email. I was so bewildered by this sudden question and the stranger that I without thinking sealed my doom with "Yeah?"

So from then on every Sunday, Anthony and his friend (Unknowing Guitarist) came over to my class during our lunch break. While Anthony always made me feel uncomfortable, I was pleased by my Unknowing Guitarist's company. Anyway, I found out that everyone in the older classes knew that Anthony liked me. Talk about unwanted news.

Anyway, to make a long story short: For 3yrs, he asked me to dates like a hundred times and was too close for comfort. Then once tried to grab me on the pretense that I was shivering. . .

So end of flashback

So before entering the monastery last night, I told my cousin that if we bump into him, John will act as my boyfriend. John happily obliged because apparently, he has been meaning to meet Anthony for a while now. Obviously to settle some matters. So anyway, we bought some spring rolls (YUMM) and walked out of the cafeteria and to my right, I saw Anthony. Being polite, I gave him a small smile but can't help noticing that he was walking awfully slow into the cafeteria and from the corner of my eye, I saw him looking at us through the glass doors. . .So I told John.

John was upset that he couldn't see the face of my and I quote " Perverted rapist stalker". So my cousin John decided that we walk around the Monastery in hope of bumping into him again. But it started raining but luckily, we were prepared. Being the taller of the two of us John held the umbrella.
So we now really look like a couple.

But to John's dismay, we walked around 5 times and couldn't find Anthony. So John came to the conclusion that either Anthony went home or we were being stalked. Then on our 100th round the monastery, I had a strange feeling so looked behind us and to my horror, Anthony was staring at us. And then, when we were sitting down, he sat 2 rows behind us...

Luckily, my cousin was with me.

Mission: Stalk the stalker failed. We got stalked instead.

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year

Merry Christmas everyone,

I hope that this year had brought you all your wishes and that your goals for this year were fulfilled. If however, that this year was disappointing, don't lose hope as a new decade is coming, 2010.

With the approaching year, I wish everyone all the best in the future and good luck to all new beginnings. If you are like my friends and I and are starting university/college in the new year, I hope that you don't crack under pressure and lose focus of what's important to you. 

However, no matter what you are doing next year whether its getting a job, studying or traveling, I hope that you keep in mind to speak good, think good and do good.

 “Being deeply learned and skilled, being well trained and using well spoken words; This is good luck”

        - Buddhist belief


    All the best and lots of love !!