To my beloved and neglected readers,
I've started a new blog. I've been thinking about this for a while now and I've finally done it. I will be moving on from this blog which I've kept for nearly 4 years now. In a couple of weeks, I'll be deleting this blog.
If you're interested in following me over at my new blog, here's the link:
http://louddreamings.blogspot.com.au
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Sunday, December 15, 2013
Wednesday, October 31, 2012
Forgive me for my negligence
So I know I haven't been the best blogger lately. . .
But I have good reasons, I swear!
I've been working a lot. And I've been writing a lot. Bits and pieces. Paragraphs and chapters. A manuscript is slowly but surely on the way. I've been playing around with the title. So far, I've come up with, "Grasping onto Thin Air" or "Lingering". I think I like Lingering more but I wonder if it's a too obvious name? The story is about Emma, someone who is desperately trying to hold onto the connection she has with Josh, even though that bond was meant to have been broken years ago. It's a story about how blind our emotions can make us. It's a story about striving hard to battle the demons that haunt our nightmares and finding happiness in every day life. And finally, it's a story about learning when to let go and move forward.
So any title suggestions? Anything symbolic or meaningful would be wonderful.
I wanted to get people's opinions about the manuscript so I was considering doing a blovel but I would like to pitch this to publishers eventually and many traditional publishers prefer manuscripts that haven't been published anywhere before. So I'm thinking of either setting up a private blovel and allowing a select few access or sending chapters as emails around to the select few who would be interested in reading and reviewing.
What do you think? All opinions and ideas are appreciated.
But I have good reasons, I swear!
I've been working a lot. And I've been writing a lot. Bits and pieces. Paragraphs and chapters. A manuscript is slowly but surely on the way. I've been playing around with the title. So far, I've come up with, "Grasping onto Thin Air" or "Lingering". I think I like Lingering more but I wonder if it's a too obvious name? The story is about Emma, someone who is desperately trying to hold onto the connection she has with Josh, even though that bond was meant to have been broken years ago. It's a story about how blind our emotions can make us. It's a story about striving hard to battle the demons that haunt our nightmares and finding happiness in every day life. And finally, it's a story about learning when to let go and move forward.
So any title suggestions? Anything symbolic or meaningful would be wonderful.
I wanted to get people's opinions about the manuscript so I was considering doing a blovel but I would like to pitch this to publishers eventually and many traditional publishers prefer manuscripts that haven't been published anywhere before. So I'm thinking of either setting up a private blovel and allowing a select few access or sending chapters as emails around to the select few who would be interested in reading and reviewing.
What do you think? All opinions and ideas are appreciated.
Tuesday, June 5, 2012
Long Time no Post
To beloved readers,
I am so sorry with my lack of activity lately. I've been caught up in a personal writing project. I'm attempting to write a novel. I emphasise on the word 'Attempt'. It's a lot of work and requires a lot of dedication but I think that I will eventually finish it.
If anyone is interested, I will be more than happy to send you a copy of the first 3 chapters. I would love to hear anyone's opinion on my writing. Just send me an email and I'll reply as soon as possible.
For now, take care!
Ps. I will post something substantial soon.
I am so sorry with my lack of activity lately. I've been caught up in a personal writing project. I'm attempting to write a novel. I emphasise on the word 'Attempt'. It's a lot of work and requires a lot of dedication but I think that I will eventually finish it.
If anyone is interested, I will be more than happy to send you a copy of the first 3 chapters. I would love to hear anyone's opinion on my writing. Just send me an email and I'll reply as soon as possible.
For now, take care!
Ps. I will post something substantial soon.
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Writer's block
I'm nearing the end of the A to Z challenge and I've suddenly been hit with writer's block..... Things are not looking good.
Friday, April 13, 2012
People's choice Award: Please vote for me!
Hello to all my beloved followers,
I have entered this blog into the Best Australian Blogs 2012 competition. The People'c choice round has opened up today and it would be tremendously appreciated if you would vote for my blog: Letters from a Romantic (and any other blog you like).
Please click on the link and follow voting proceedings (I promise it doesn't take long):
http://www.sydneywriterscentre.com.au/bloggingcomp/peopleschoice.html
Ps. Thank you to all my new followers!
I have entered this blog into the Best Australian Blogs 2012 competition. The People'c choice round has opened up today and it would be tremendously appreciated if you would vote for my blog: Letters from a Romantic (and any other blog you like).
Please click on the link and follow voting proceedings (I promise it doesn't take long):
http://www.sydneywriterscentre.com.au/bloggingcomp/peopleschoice.html
Ps. Thank you to all my new followers!
Thursday, March 15, 2012
Please be patient
I am slowly healing.
My pieces are no longer crumbling.
I am being sewn together with a delicate thread.
I want to say that I am back
But it is not quite time yet
Please wait patiently for my return.
Because when I'm back, I promise to be whole again.
I will be new and better than I was before.
I will once again create magic with my words.
So please be patient.
I will return soon.
My pieces are no longer crumbling.
I am being sewn together with a delicate thread.
I want to say that I am back
But it is not quite time yet
Please wait patiently for my return.
Because when I'm back, I promise to be whole again.
I will be new and better than I was before.
I will once again create magic with my words.
So please be patient.
I will return soon.
Friday, February 24, 2012
Hiatus
Dear beloved followers,
I am going to be on hiatus. I don't know how long but it will be a for a while until I find my muse again. I know there's been a few times in the past where I said I was taking a break but then there would be a post the next day, however that is unlikely the case this time around. I will still be visiting your blogs and leaving comments to show my appreciation, there just won't be any posts of my own until further notice.
So while I'm gone, I hope you all will post enough to make up for my absence. I wish everyone all the best with their endevours in life and remember to always smile in the face of adversity.
Lots of love,
Lucy (aka. Lovesick Fool)
Ps. If you wish to contact me for whatever reasons or simply wanted to chat, my email is displayed in the left-side bar.
I am going to be on hiatus. I don't know how long but it will be a for a while until I find my muse again. I know there's been a few times in the past where I said I was taking a break but then there would be a post the next day, however that is unlikely the case this time around. I will still be visiting your blogs and leaving comments to show my appreciation, there just won't be any posts of my own until further notice.
So while I'm gone, I hope you all will post enough to make up for my absence. I wish everyone all the best with their endevours in life and remember to always smile in the face of adversity.
Lots of love,
Lucy (aka. Lovesick Fool)
Ps. If you wish to contact me for whatever reasons or simply wanted to chat, my email is displayed in the left-side bar.
Tuesday, December 6, 2011
Mash up competition: PRIZE GIVE AWAY
Dear Beloved readers,
As you may or may not know, in two weeks is my blog's second anniversary!!!!!!
This year I actually have a small give away but because I am unfortunately not made of money or have money trees growing in my back yard, there will only be one winner.
So how to win said prize?
A mash up of 2 or more blog posts. It could be any post you want. E.g. I need you here beside me, You're somewhat like Romeo and Man made. Just name dropping a few so just use any post you like as long as one of the posts is mine. Okay, clarifying rules/steps
Deadline: December 22nd, Thursday
1. Make a mash up of 2 or more posts (In any medium e.g. writing, music or drawing)
2. Send me a copy of mash up (make sure to write a note of which posts you used)
3. I will post it up on my blog and link back to your blog
4. On December 23rd (Anniversary), I will announce winner
Okay, prize. I'm currently thinking, a note book with a hand written copy of your favourite writing piece. I'll be hand picking the notebook from my favourite stationary store. Their notebooks have beautiful covers. Definitely something for writers to have on their person to jot down ideas. I do it all the time, I have one on my bed to write down my crazy dreams. How else can I write about them so detailedly?
Anyway, if this prize suck, I'll either chuck it in the bin or just add the notebook to my collection. So your loss.
Have fun with this little competition!! You have a litte more than 2 weeks!!
Lots of love,
Lucy (Lovesick fool)
As you may or may not know, in two weeks is my blog's second anniversary!!!!!!
This year I actually have a small give away but because I am unfortunately not made of money or have money trees growing in my back yard, there will only be one winner.
So how to win said prize?
A mash up of 2 or more blog posts. It could be any post you want. E.g. I need you here beside me, You're somewhat like Romeo and Man made. Just name dropping a few so just use any post you like as long as one of the posts is mine. Okay, clarifying rules/steps
Deadline: December 22nd, Thursday
1. Make a mash up of 2 or more posts (In any medium e.g. writing, music or drawing)
2. Send me a copy of mash up (make sure to write a note of which posts you used)
3. I will post it up on my blog and link back to your blog
4. On December 23rd (Anniversary), I will announce winner
Okay, prize. I'm currently thinking, a note book with a hand written copy of your favourite writing piece. I'll be hand picking the notebook from my favourite stationary store. Their notebooks have beautiful covers. Definitely something for writers to have on their person to jot down ideas. I do it all the time, I have one on my bed to write down my crazy dreams. How else can I write about them so detailedly?
Anyway, if this prize suck, I'll either chuck it in the bin or just add the notebook to my collection. So your loss.
Have fun with this little competition!! You have a litte more than 2 weeks!!
Lots of love,
Lucy (Lovesick fool)
Monday, November 21, 2011
Liebster blog award
Dear beloved readers,
The lovely Julie from Through my two eyes, nominated me for the Liebster award. The Liebster Blog Award is awarded to blogs with less than 200 followers, allowing these blogs to be recognised.
I have chosen the wonderful Eva from Screaming Whispers for her beautifully deep creative pieces. I love her writing, even though I don't comment as much. It's is very moving and inspirational. This is to show her my constant support for her blog.
Also, I would like to give this award to the painfully creative Bakayabi from Your Cryp Tonight For 7 Days for her heartfelt writing that always has a beautiful touch of sadness.
Recipients should show their appreciation by:
1. Linking back to them on their blog
2. Comment on chosen blogs so they are aware of their nomination
3. Post the award on your blog
Sincerely,
Lovesick Fool
The lovely Julie from Through my two eyes, nominated me for the Liebster award. The Liebster Blog Award is awarded to blogs with less than 200 followers, allowing these blogs to be recognised.
I have chosen the wonderful Eva from Screaming Whispers for her beautifully deep creative pieces. I love her writing, even though I don't comment as much. It's is very moving and inspirational. This is to show her my constant support for her blog.
Also, I would like to give this award to the painfully creative Bakayabi from Your Cryp Tonight For 7 Days for her heartfelt writing that always has a beautiful touch of sadness.
Recipients should show their appreciation by:
1. Linking back to them on their blog
2. Comment on chosen blogs so they are aware of their nomination
3. Post the award on your blog
Sincerely,
Lovesick Fool
Tuesday, February 1, 2011
Life is our creative project
I am honoured to recieve a lovely award from Lovkyne down over at Muse on fire.
Lovkyne has been an awesome blogging buddy since late 2009 and I hope that we'll blog together for years to come!! I absolutely adore the name of this award: Life is our creative project. It is so incredibly true. Life is like an empty canvas waiting for us to fill up its white space with our imagination and determination. Its our choice to either mould it into a beautiful sculpture or give up along the way and let it dry up. Live life creatively!!
Lovkyne has been an awesome blogging buddy since late 2009 and I hope that we'll blog together for years to come!! I absolutely adore the name of this award: Life is our creative project. It is so incredibly true. Life is like an empty canvas waiting for us to fill up its white space with our imagination and determination. Its our choice to either mould it into a beautiful sculpture or give up along the way and let it dry up. Live life creatively!!
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Happy Anniversary
Favourites
Two Moons
Lies
White Paper
Dream Hauntings
I'm not Her
101 random facts about me
Paperthin Heart
Last Letter
Promised Place
3 years Unknowing
Eternal Love
Understanding the Opposite Gender
Have you ever deliberately ended a friendship before?
Alpha males and Male idiocy
Love and my obession
Are you happy?
Welcome again
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Released
Hey Lovesick Fools,
Today's post is by the eccentric Barry from the blog Life in Quotations. He is my most recent follower and a vigorous commenter. Always lengthy and well thought out. This is his poem: Released. I hope you all enjoy the read.
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Released
What goes on in your good-girl mind
Hushed from temptuous thought and deed,
As if being done a favour.
“Please do tell me how to act," they think to hear,
"For I know not what I want.”
Oh, if they only knew of the strength of your desire
To unfurl your wings in their midst
And fly untethered.
But when night visits and your thoughts play alone
And you drift, freeing your will from another’s grasp
What do you dream as your eyes weigh heavy?
While The One beside you sleeps.
Do you welcome another to your door ,
To your bed?
Do you breathe his breath as your own,
Heart against heart
Feeling his life inside you.
Writhing beneath the weight of his mass,
Giving in to that beautiful release.
Breathless body strewn across crumpled sheets,
Spent, used,
But blissfully fulfilled.
And again.
And the hours pass unnoticed,
Their birth and decay measured only
In reckless heartbeats
Teeth-torn wrappers scattered around you.
Fading droplets in your glass.
This moment a lifetime.
All too soon the sun greets your window
And The One stirs,
Signalling a return to your world.
Accompanied, yet alone.
What goes on in your good-girl mind
What shadows lurk, what secrets to find?
Would you surrender yourself
For one night of sin
When the wind blows through your door
And the wolf creeps in?
Today's post is by the eccentric Barry from the blog Life in Quotations. He is my most recent follower and a vigorous commenter. Always lengthy and well thought out. This is his poem: Released. I hope you all enjoy the read.
---------
Released
What goes on in your good-girl mind
Hushed from temptuous thought and deed,
As if being done a favour.
“Please do tell me how to act," they think to hear,
"For I know not what I want.”
Oh, if they only knew of the strength of your desire
To unfurl your wings in their midst
And fly untethered.
But when night visits and your thoughts play alone
And you drift, freeing your will from another’s grasp
What do you dream as your eyes weigh heavy?
While The One beside you sleeps.
Do you welcome another to your door ,
To your bed?
Do you breathe his breath as your own,
Heart against heart
Feeling his life inside you.
Writhing beneath the weight of his mass,
Giving in to that beautiful release.
Breathless body strewn across crumpled sheets,
Spent, used,
But blissfully fulfilled.
And again.
And the hours pass unnoticed,
Their birth and decay measured only
In reckless heartbeats
Teeth-torn wrappers scattered around you.
Fading droplets in your glass.
This moment a lifetime.
All too soon the sun greets your window
And The One stirs,
Signalling a return to your world.
Accompanied, yet alone.
What goes on in your good-girl mind
What shadows lurk, what secrets to find?
Would you surrender yourself
For one night of sin
When the wind blows through your door
And the wolf creeps in?
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Lockdown: Calling for all guest bloggers!!
Sign out of Facebook,
Log out of Windows live messenger.
Farewell Blogosphere. . .
Pull out the Internet cable.
It's time for an internet lockdown.
My end of the year exams are next week.
And social networking sites are a distraction.
I'll be back after 2 weeks!!!
In the mean time,
Anyone interested in guest blogging?
Send me your post via email
Please keep this blog company,
I can't bear leaving it alone for two weeks.
Fingers cross for passing all classes!!
Sincerely,
Lovesick Fool
Log out of Windows live messenger.
Farewell Blogosphere. . .
Pull out the Internet cable.
It's time for an internet lockdown.
My end of the year exams are next week.
And social networking sites are a distraction.
I'll be back after 2 weeks!!!
In the mean time,
Anyone interested in guest blogging?
Send me your post via email
Please keep this blog company,
I can't bear leaving it alone for two weeks.
Fingers cross for passing all classes!!
Sincerely,
Lovesick Fool
Friday, October 8, 2010
Welcome again
I would like to welcome you all to the new blog. I hope you all had no trouble with following me to my new URL. Here. And here. And here.
I started this blog around late December last year and it's been a bumpy road but I'm grateful with the people who stayed with me all this time. As my old followers would know, I've been on a journey to move on from past relationships and to find happiness. And I'm proud to say that I've finally moved on.
And I can honestly say that I'm happy with my life. My life is neither perfect nor amazingly interesting but I'm happy with the choices I've made thus far. I realised that if I hadn't made mistakes or taken detours, I wouldn't have met the wonderful friends I have now and I wouldn't know what I wanted with my life. So I no longer regret.
I am happy.
Now, I don't think I mentioned this before because I was quite ashamed however I will tell you now. I'm a very small girl. For most of my life, I've been very insecure about my height because everyone seemed so tall and in another world from me. I always wondered how different the world would seem if I was only that little bit taller. Would the sun be brighter? Would people judge me less?
Would I become beautiful?
But you know, I can't imagine how different my life would be if I was taller. My personality would be very different. I wouldn't have the friends I have now. The thing about my appearance is that it acts as a filter. Because most people judge others on appearance so the people who aren't affected by my difference are definitely keepers. And I realised that my height and youthful appearance has it's perks too. There are advantages to being small like being able to stand comfortably in tight spaces and when I'm supposed to be a wrinkly old woman, I'll look much younger.
And you know, being small is part of who I am. I realised that. And I'm happy that I'm small. Sure, there are a few obstacles with this height and there will be times where I'm insecure but being small is an important part of my life. And if people can't understand that than they can leave.
I may be small but these pair of wings will take me high.
I started this blog around late December last year and it's been a bumpy road but I'm grateful with the people who stayed with me all this time. As my old followers would know, I've been on a journey to move on from past relationships and to find happiness. And I'm proud to say that I've finally moved on.
And I can honestly say that I'm happy with my life. My life is neither perfect nor amazingly interesting but I'm happy with the choices I've made thus far. I realised that if I hadn't made mistakes or taken detours, I wouldn't have met the wonderful friends I have now and I wouldn't know what I wanted with my life. So I no longer regret.
I am happy.
Now, I don't think I mentioned this before because I was quite ashamed however I will tell you now. I'm a very small girl. For most of my life, I've been very insecure about my height because everyone seemed so tall and in another world from me. I always wondered how different the world would seem if I was only that little bit taller. Would the sun be brighter? Would people judge me less?
Would I become beautiful?
But you know, I can't imagine how different my life would be if I was taller. My personality would be very different. I wouldn't have the friends I have now. The thing about my appearance is that it acts as a filter. Because most people judge others on appearance so the people who aren't affected by my difference are definitely keepers. And I realised that my height and youthful appearance has it's perks too. There are advantages to being small like being able to stand comfortably in tight spaces and when I'm supposed to be a wrinkly old woman, I'll look much younger.
And you know, being small is part of who I am. I realised that. And I'm happy that I'm small. Sure, there are a few obstacles with this height and there will be times where I'm insecure but being small is an important part of my life. And if people can't understand that than they can leave.
I may be small but these pair of wings will take me high.
Saturday, September 11, 2010
A Latin Mind, For A Reader's Thought
Dear my beloved Lovesick Fools,
I have to admit that I've been a little selfish these past few weeks. I've been holding out on you guys, a new blogger. He is my friend from high school and we keep in touch since Graduation via the internet. I am honoured to say that I inspired him to join us in our wonderful little world of words.
Sergio combines posts of emotional poetic proses and humorous ramblings that will absolutely warm your hearts and brighten your days.
And.
It's not everyday that there's a boy or man willing to express their emotions. Men are very prideful creatures, they don't want to show their emotional side. But I'm glad that some actually do. It gives us a little insight to the thoughts of men.
Please give a warm welcome to:
A Latin Mind, For A Reader's Thought
I have to admit that I've been a little selfish these past few weeks. I've been holding out on you guys, a new blogger. He is my friend from high school and we keep in touch since Graduation via the internet. I am honoured to say that I inspired him to join us in our wonderful little world of words.
Sergio combines posts of emotional poetic proses and humorous ramblings that will absolutely warm your hearts and brighten your days.
And.
It's not everyday that there's a boy or man willing to express their emotions. Men are very prideful creatures, they don't want to show their emotional side. But I'm glad that some actually do. It gives us a little insight to the thoughts of men.
Please give a warm welcome to:
A Latin Mind, For A Reader's Thought
Saturday, June 26, 2010
I love you
I'm back!!!!
It hasn't even been a week yet but I already wrote a little something. Every day that I wasn't writing, I was completely at loss with myself. To me writing is everything. It's even more important than love. Writing is me and I am writing. Without writing, I am nothing. Even though I'm back, inside my heart there is still this emptiness that not even words can describe. But I'm glad I'm back to you my precious Lovesick fools and to this lovely blog. With everyone here for me I will turn into a beautiful butterfly one day. This new piece was inspired by a conversation I had with a friend. I'm sorry Richard but I found a new knight *pokes tongue out* I will talk about this friend in the next blog post. This piece is titled "I love you" and even though its called such, its not a message to anyone. You'll find out why I chose such a title. For now enjoy my come back.
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Darling, you will be my only knight
Because I don't believe in a prince.
Princes are men belonging only to fantasy.
Where promises are simply beautiful empty words.
You will be my loyal knight, who
Walks beside me every second of the day.
Around your neck is a locked collar
The key is hidden deep inside my protected heart
So please don't look at any other
I am not strong enough to battle for your loyalty
And I am not truthful enough to plead for your love
But I cannot allow others to caress your soft lips
Sir Knight, you only belong to me
Darling, I'm a cruel woman
I want to tie shackles to your feet
So that you can only follow my every movement
This romance is tainted like poisoned roses
But I won't say those three words
Because I don't want you as my prince
Princes are men belonging only to fantasy
Where promises are simply beautiful empty words
Men use pretty words to seduce hearts
And I like all that is beautiful
So I have to be careful not to fall into your trap
Instead, I want you to remain as my forever prisoner
I want you to be unable to live without me
Even though, I know truthfully
Love is meant to link two people together
And not bound them.
But I'm scared to search for your red thread
I'm scared to know that it's not tied to my trembling finger
So I'll walk beside you confidently knowing,
That I'm the only one with the key to your lock
I am the only one who kisses you in the cold mornings
And you are the only one who shares my lonely nights
Sir Knight, you only belong to me
But I won't ever say those three words
Because, promises are too beautiful to be true.
It hasn't even been a week yet but I already wrote a little something. Every day that I wasn't writing, I was completely at loss with myself. To me writing is everything. It's even more important than love. Writing is me and I am writing. Without writing, I am nothing. Even though I'm back, inside my heart there is still this emptiness that not even words can describe. But I'm glad I'm back to you my precious Lovesick fools and to this lovely blog. With everyone here for me I will turn into a beautiful butterfly one day. This new piece was inspired by a conversation I had with a friend. I'm sorry Richard but I found a new knight *pokes tongue out* I will talk about this friend in the next blog post. This piece is titled "I love you" and even though its called such, its not a message to anyone. You'll find out why I chose such a title. For now enjoy my come back.
-------------------
Darling, you will be my only knight
Because I don't believe in a prince.
Princes are men belonging only to fantasy.
Where promises are simply beautiful empty words.
You will be my loyal knight, who
Walks beside me every second of the day.
Around your neck is a locked collar
The key is hidden deep inside my protected heart
So please don't look at any other
I am not strong enough to battle for your loyalty
And I am not truthful enough to plead for your love
But I cannot allow others to caress your soft lips
Sir Knight, you only belong to me
Darling, I'm a cruel woman
I want to tie shackles to your feet
So that you can only follow my every movement
This romance is tainted like poisoned roses
But I won't say those three words
Because I don't want you as my prince
Princes are men belonging only to fantasy
Where promises are simply beautiful empty words
Men use pretty words to seduce hearts
And I like all that is beautiful
So I have to be careful not to fall into your trap
Instead, I want you to remain as my forever prisoner
I want you to be unable to live without me
Even though, I know truthfully
Love is meant to link two people together
And not bound them.
But I'm scared to search for your red thread
I'm scared to know that it's not tied to my trembling finger
So I'll walk beside you confidently knowing,
That I'm the only one with the key to your lock
I am the only one who kisses you in the cold mornings
And you are the only one who shares my lonely nights
Sir Knight, you only belong to me
But I won't ever say those three words
Because, promises are too beautiful to be true.
Monday, June 21, 2010
Good bye, for now...
Dear Beloved Lovesick Fools,
Or followers as you are also known by. Lately, I haven't been feeling my cheery self. Lately, I've been feeling numb. Lack of emotions. Everything feels so forced. So fake. Even my smiles. Its so hard pretending to smile every day when there's no reason to. I want to one day be able to be happy without reason. I'm still searching for my happiness. I'm so grateful you've been sharing this journey with me. And I'm glad that there are people who says that my writing is "Beautiful".
But, right now my heart and mind are more blank than paper. They're completely empty. Words, like my feelings won't come out clearly. And I can't bear to bother you with my muddled words so I'm leaving, indefinitely. I was so proud that I could make anything beautiful even death. Because, all along I thought that if I could make even those that are ugly into something beautiful, one day I myself can be beautiful.But I can't do it any more. No matter what I try, the words won't flow.
I'm sorry for all those that had to endure my rants. But I'm giving up writing for now. Thank you for following me all this time. I hope to return to you soon and that when I do, my writing would have improved. I'll miss everyone and hope that some of you would still be waiting for me when that one day comes. I'm glad that for all these months, I shared precious feelings with you. One day, I'll come back as a beautiful butterfly.
But, for now its goodbye.
Yours Sincerely,
Lucy, aka Lovesick Fool
Or followers as you are also known by. Lately, I haven't been feeling my cheery self. Lately, I've been feeling numb. Lack of emotions. Everything feels so forced. So fake. Even my smiles. Its so hard pretending to smile every day when there's no reason to. I want to one day be able to be happy without reason. I'm still searching for my happiness. I'm so grateful you've been sharing this journey with me. And I'm glad that there are people who says that my writing is "Beautiful".
But, right now my heart and mind are more blank than paper. They're completely empty. Words, like my feelings won't come out clearly. And I can't bear to bother you with my muddled words so I'm leaving, indefinitely. I was so proud that I could make anything beautiful even death. Because, all along I thought that if I could make even those that are ugly into something beautiful, one day I myself can be beautiful.But I can't do it any more. No matter what I try, the words won't flow.
I'm sorry for all those that had to endure my rants. But I'm giving up writing for now. Thank you for following me all this time. I hope to return to you soon and that when I do, my writing would have improved. I'll miss everyone and hope that some of you would still be waiting for me when that one day comes. I'm glad that for all these months, I shared precious feelings with you. One day, I'll come back as a beautiful butterfly.
But, for now its goodbye.
Yours Sincerely,
Lucy, aka Lovesick Fool
Sunday, June 13, 2010
I feel Special ^^
I got this lovely award from Vencora at Coffee with a Hint of Self Delusion who says that her blogging experience would be different if it weren't for me.
So, anyway, pass it on to three people who've truely helped make your blogging experience. And then answer these three questions about your own blog:
3. Looking back, which post is your favorite? So hard to choose but I guess it would be the story 3 Year's Unknowing
Now, for me the bloggers that made my experience worthywhile would have to be Vencora herself, Katieleigh and and Jodi. These bloggers have been with me from pretty much the beginning till now. They understand everything I've been through and everything I'm trying to do.
So, anyway, pass it on to three people who've truely helped make your blogging experience. And then answer these three questions about your own blog:
1. How long have you been using this blog?
I've started blogging since late December last year. Around the same time as Vencora.^^2. Which of your posts do you remember being the most excited to share?
Lovesick Fool's Expectations 3. Looking back, which post is your favorite? So hard to choose but I guess it would be the story 3 Year's Unknowing
Now, for me the bloggers that made my experience worthywhile would have to be Vencora herself, Katieleigh and and Jodi. These bloggers have been with me from pretty much the beginning till now. They understand everything I've been through and everything I'm trying to do.
Thursday, May 27, 2010
If only I had an iPod
This Music Lover Award came from the delightful Ireland over at The Other Side
Well this would be difficult since I don't have an iPod but I do have a massively long iTunes playlist on my computer.
rules:
a. List your top 10 favourite songs on your iPod:
1. One Summer's Day by Joe Hisaishi
2. Wedding Dress by Taeyang
3. Everything by Lifehouse
4. According to you by Orianthi
5. Only Exception by Paramore
6. Fine again by Seether
7.People error by The Gazette
8. Cassis by The Gazette
9. Lies by Big Bang
10. Syndicate by The Fray
b. State what color your iPod is: I have none *cries*
c. Give this award to 11 music loving bloggers:
ooohh This is especially hard!! I'm going to cheat and name one instead. Shhhh
Vencora: Coffee with a hint of self delusion
Enjoy ^^
Well this would be difficult since I don't have an iPod but I do have a massively long iTunes playlist on my computer.
rules:
a. List your top 10 favourite songs on your iPod:
1. One Summer's Day by Joe Hisaishi
2. Wedding Dress by Taeyang
3. Everything by Lifehouse
4. According to you by Orianthi
5. Only Exception by Paramore
6. Fine again by Seether
7.People error by The Gazette
8. Cassis by The Gazette
9. Lies by Big Bang
10. Syndicate by The Fray
b. State what color your iPod is: I have none *cries*
c. Give this award to 11 music loving bloggers:
ooohh This is especially hard!! I'm going to cheat and name one instead. Shhhh
Vencora: Coffee with a hint of self delusion
Enjoy ^^
Saturday, April 24, 2010
A Lovely Thinker
University is still sadly a dog. After finishing 4 assignments I received 3 new essays to do.Fun. Good news is that I started writing a new story which will hopefully will be thought stirring. But unfortunately, its going to take a while. So if anyone is interested in guest posting, please email me. It would be rude of me to not find a form of entertainment for my beloved lovesick fools.Today I have with me, a lovely thinker by the name of Safia from Thinkers Reverie. Her words are beautiful and very thoughtful, definitely a deep thinker. Please enoy!!!
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Suggest which of us is likely to suffer more
The trusting or the trusted
The one who gave her heart into another’s keeping
Or the one who misplaced what he did not deserve
A jewel more precious than either of our lives
Given all too readily
Broken all too easily
Suggest which of us is likely to suffer more
The lover or the loved
The girl with the empty space where her heart once rested
Or the boy with the seeds of guilt sewn into his spirit
An organ too fragile for either of us to handle
Given all too readily
Broken all too easily
Suggest which of us is likely to suffer more
When the time comes to take back our words
To turn the tides of emotion that seemed to overcome us
When our thoughts are laid bare for all the world to see
Who do you think will hurt the most?
I who loved you with no thought of consequence
Or you who took for granted what should never have been yours
My trust, my love, my heart
Given all too readily
Broken all too easily
Hidden once more and elusive to all but you
Such as you were
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