When your most important person ignores your existence, what does that make you?
I walk right up to you to say hi because the previous time we talked in person was last year but instead you stare pass me like a ghost.
Am I dead? We pass by eachother several times tonight but you never met my eye. Am I invisible?
When I saw you in the distance, my legs track your every move then I realise: What am I doing?
Why was I doing that? Why can't I think when you're around. I gave up on you.
But it hurts to think that to you I am nothing.
Logically, I know I am being pathetic and that people say: He doesn't deserve you. But why. . .
Why can't we be together? Why doesn't he acknowledge me? I thought I gave you up. . .
I thought he was the One.
Have I wasted these three years?
I just want to know: What am I to you?
So. . .I'm breaking my promise with my beloved Lovesick Fools. Sorry. I guess he will be lingering in the bloggersphere a while.