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Sunday, February 21, 2010

So. . .I'm breaking my promise. Sorry.

I love you but I hate you for not noticing me. For not acknowledging my existence. You're my important person so you're the only one I can't accept ignoring me.
When your most important person ignores your existence, what does that make you?

I walk right up to you to say hi because the previous time we talked in person was last year but instead you stare pass me like a ghost.
Am I dead? We pass by eachother several times tonight but you never met my eye. Am I invisible?
When I saw you in the distance, my legs track your every move then I realise: What am I doing?

Why was I doing that? Why can't I think when you're around. I gave up on you.

But it hurts to think that to you I am nothing.

Logically, I know I am being pathetic and that people say: He doesn't deserve you. But why. . .

Why can't we be together? Why doesn't he acknowledge me? I thought I gave you up. . .

I thought he was the One.

Have I wasted these three years?

I just want to know: What am I to you?

So. . .I'm breaking my promise with my beloved Lovesick Fools. Sorry. I guess he will be lingering in the bloggersphere a while.


Nova said...

I know that feeling all too well. To be standing in front of the one you love and not even been seen.

And it's okay to break that promise. It would have been an extremely hard on to keep. I admire you for even trying.

Lovesick Fool said...

@Nova: Thank you. It was so hard keeping that promise even I really tried. Does that mean I'm weak?

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