Do you remember Vampire boy? He was a vampire in my dream and was a new student to my brother's high school. I never met him but somehow he was in my dream. Anyway, a few weeks ago I was picking my brother up after his training and I saw someone sitting on the veranda. We made eye-contact but it was only for a few seconds. I was the first to look away. He was so familiar but I couldn't remember if I met him before or not. Then my brother pointed out that the boy was from his high school. Vampire boy.
Finally, last week I had a proper conversation with him. He was nice and funny. He remembered our meeting at my brother's dojo. He said that because of that day he became intrigued by me. I wondered if maybe he felt something that day too? Maybe I wasn't the only one. But I was interested in him since the beginning. Ever since I had that dream. Ever since my brother showed me a photo of him.
Even today, I still remember my words in the dream:
"Turn me into someone like you. I want to be with you forever."
Fate or destiny has always been an integral part of my thinking. Things like chance meetings and destined partners has always been teasing my mind. Some people say: Fate is what we make it. And I somewhat agree with them however I believe that there are some things in life that are already predetermined. Some things happen no matter what and some things won't. Ever.
Am I too much of a romantic?
A friend told me the other day that my way of thinking is dangerous. And that one day reality will hit me in the face and I would not be ready for it. He says that I have to see things for what they are. I cannot make everything beautiful.
Is it wrong to want everything to be beautiful? Is it wrong in wanting to make those that are even ugly into something beautiful? I just want to lead a happy life.
But am I living a delusion?
2 comments:
at first i saw a woman walking through a park, and then i noticed the face. cool picture!
i believe in some fated things, as well. and i also believe that our dreams can show us important things. and there's nothing wrong with your view of the world. your perspective is what makes you who you are, and no matter what "reality" throws at you, who you are won't change for anything.
@Vencora: Thank you^^
I also believe that dreams are important at hinting and indicating some things in our life. I definitely won't change because my beliefs are very important to me. However, I am not blind to reality. I know whats real and whats not.
And congrats!! Yes there is a man's face in the picture. Sometimes people can't see it.
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