Welcome again

I would like to welcome you all to the new blog. I hope you all had no trouble with following me to my new URL. Here. And here. And here.

I started this blog around late December last year and it's been a bumpy road but I'm grateful with the people who stayed with me all this time. As my old followers would know, I've been on a journey to move on from past relationships and to find happiness. And I'm proud to say that I've finally moved on.

And I can honestly say that I'm happy with my life. My life is neither perfect nor amazingly interesting but I'm happy with the choices I've made thus far. I realised that if I hadn't made mistakes or taken detours, I wouldn't have met the wonderful friends I have now and I wouldn't know what I wanted with my life. So I no longer regret.

I am happy.

Now, I don't think I mentioned this before because I was quite ashamed however I will tell you now. I'm a very small girl. For most of my life, I've been very insecure about my height because everyone seemed so tall and in another world from me. I always wondered how different the world would seem if I was only that little bit taller. Would the sun be brighter? Would people judge me less?
Would I become beautiful?

But you know, I can't imagine how different my life would be if I was taller. My personality would be very different. I wouldn't have the friends I have now. The thing about my appearance is that it acts as a filter. Because most people judge others on appearance so the people who aren't affected by my difference are definitely keepers. And I realised that my height and youthful appearance has it's perks too. There are advantages to being small like being able to stand comfortably in tight spaces and when I'm supposed to be a wrinkly old woman, I'll look much younger.

And you know, being small is part of who I am. I realised that. And I'm happy that I'm small. Sure, there are a few obstacles with this height and there will be times where I'm insecure but being small is an important part of my life. And if people can't understand that than they can leave.

I may be small but these pair of wings will take me high.