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Thursday, March 25, 2010

Eternal Love

I want a boyfriend. A beau. A partner. A lover. Call him what you may but I just want someone to love and be loved by. This sounds really desperate but I'm not in  hurry to be in a relationship yet. I just miss love. In general. Because, sometimes, I just feel numb and I don't like being numb. But I am wary. I don't want to make the same mistakes and I don't want to be rejected again. I just want love. Simple and pure.

 I long to be held gently and be whispered sweet nothings. The feeling of walking beside him with no need for our hands to search each other. Because, our connection is deeper than touch. The feeling of recognising him by tracing his jaws. Knowing his thoughts as though they are my own but still have the mystery of descovering the unknowns of his heart. I want to wake up in the morning and know he is right beside me. Sleeping in his scent that no one else could have. I wish for promises of the future and the never ending.
I want a love that will last forever.
I dream of being able to see who lies on the other end of my red string of fate because I'm tired of searching behind wrong doors.

I want to hear someone say "I was born to say I love you"


ForLoveAndEvil said...

I think we all want these things, some people do not want to say it how you have..Its all out there for us to see... It is fantastic.. Every word made me imagine, and remember what its like to feel those things.... It beautifully written...and you can feel the want and desire in the words. Very much appreciate you sharing..

Lovesick Fool said...

@ForLoveANDEvil: Thank you. Much appreciate you reading it ^^

Eva said...

To be loved in that way is a wonderful thing. You say it beautifully.

Nova said...

So gorgeous. And so vivid, even though you didn't use a lot of actual description, I can see tangled sheets and hair spread across the pillow. Not touching physically but every breath taken caresses, every heart beat kisses.

I love your writing so much and I can say that I crave the same.

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