I want a boyfriend. A beau. A partner. A lover. Call him what you may but I just want someone to love and be loved by. This sounds really desperate but I'm not in hurry to be in a relationship yet. I just miss love. In general. Because, sometimes, I just feel numb and I don't like being numb. But I am wary. I don't want to make the same mistakes and I don't want to be rejected again. I just want love. Simple and pure.
I long to be held gently and be whispered sweet nothings. The feeling of walking beside him with no need for our hands to search each other. Because, our connection is deeper than touch. The feeling of recognising him by tracing his jaws. Knowing his thoughts as though they are my own but still have the mystery of descovering the unknowns of his heart. I want to wake up in the morning and know he is right beside me. Sleeping in his scent that no one else could have. I wish for promises of the future and the never ending.
I want a love that will last forever.
I dream of being able to see who lies on the other end of my red string of fate because I'm tired of searching behind wrong doors.
I want to hear someone say "I was born to say I love you"
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