Behind the Glass

Dedicated to Jodi from You Don't Want To Read This
I hope you break through this glass mirror
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I want to feel. I want to feel anything but this numb glass. Anything.

If there was a fairy, I wonder if she would grant my wish?

I want to feel pain.

I long for hurt.

Because at least I could feel.

Inside my chest there is a hole.

You can't see my heart because,

Neither can I

Is there a way to break this glass?
Am I the only one who is behind this cold surface?
Why am I the only one that cannot be seen?
Why can't I feel the sun's warmth,

even though I can see it so clearly.
Am I real?
Or
Are you the one whose false?
Show me the truth, I cannot read lips

I search for happiness, but that word

Could lie anywhere in this world

I want to feel the ache of a heart,

the burden of an eternal love
Why is it so hard to find?

Why am I the only one who is blind?

I am standing behind a invisible wall

What must I do to break free of this cursed spell?

Can someone please help me out from this darkness?

Hey, can you hear me out there?
Am I alive?